The Possibilities

What are the chances that life will give me what I need right now? The possibilities of doing what I can and not having to fight tooth and nail for the simple things in life is amazing to me. I got up this morning and before I'd even finished my instant (and damn good) coffee I got a job offer of sorts. Before I had a lot of time to really think of that, I was offered more help. I mean where does this happen?! What the hell is happening, a way out or "in" to be honest about it all. Im trying to make rational choices because there is nothing like blocking out the whole pictute to see what it is you want. I want to be able to move and not be a burden. Truth is its going to take work and HELP. Time to start taking it wherever I can get it....off to think!

Start on a Sunday..

Ok so for about the twentieth time in my life I've decided to "get right" and by that I mean move, start school and start working on my future. However, like most people I talk a great game and don't actually do anything. Just complain about life as it is which is a)quite unhelpful and b)quite unhelpful lol. So after a hellish year of ups and down, it's really time to get on with it. Prior to starting this vacation I'd made a decision over and over again to move to VA. Now that I am here I know that it is a great decision, I can't wait to move and get started. But first I am working on squashing the thoughts that life begins with a move. Life began a long time ago, even if I refuse to believe it lol. Going back to RI will be an extended visit of cleaning house, both physically and emotionally. So here goes the journey, starting on this day, a Sunday!!